and finally to overthrow the existing order, and rule! The thought
intoxicated me....
"... I saw that I must lead two lives. A man like myself is bound to
attract notice. I must have a successful career which would mask my true
activities.... Also I must cultivate a personality. I modelled myself
upon famous K.C.'s. I reproduced their mannerisms, their magnetism. If I
had chosen to be an actor, I should have been the greatest actor living!
No disguises--no grease paint--no false beards! Personality! I put it
on like a glove! When I shed it, I was myself, quiet, unobtrusive, a man
like every other man. I called myself Mr. Brown. There are hundreds of
men called Brown--there are hundreds of men looking just like me....
"... I succeeded in my false career. I was bound to succeed. I shall
succeed in the other. A man like me cannot fail....
"... I have been reading a life of Napoleon. He and I have much in
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